For those of you that may not be aware, we have moved out of London and have followed our dream of moving to the country.
It’s been a bit of a scary journey for us two risk averse people but somehow we’ve managed to put one foot in front of the other and have made a decision that we would have normally just put off. Now we are living the dream and it hasn’t disappointed.
The Monster has also taken the move in his stride (he’s 3, I doubt he’s actually realised we have moved) and Pickle was doing so well.
She started school last Wednesday and went in with a smile on her face. She went in on Thursday with a slight lip quiver. By Friday morning we had full on tears and clinging.
On Saturday we headed off to try out a performing arts school she’d been keen to go to. 3 dance classes followed by 2 drama classes. The drama classes she has never done before by all 3 dance classes are the same ones she did in London.
She was fine in Ballet, she sat off to the side in Tap and then refused to go into the Modern class, breaking down and sobbing when I tried to walk her in. However, she thoroughly enjoyed the drama classes once she’d dried her eyes.
It’s a journey I’m familiar with and to be honest it’s the hardest part of parenting to deal with. Irritating children who I end up losing my temper with, bored children, over exuberant children who won’t calm down, loud children – I can deal with. Dealing with confidence issues is something I still haven’t got the knack for and I keep trying new ways each time. Saturday was so exhausting, not least because it all happened again at the party we went to in the afternoon.
I usually leave it, the party she doesn’t enjoy being at, the tennis lesson that never got off the ground. I accept that I can’t make her do something, even though I know she’d enjoy it.
This performing arts school is different though. The two classes she didn’t enjoy happen to be the two that she usually REALLY enjoys. It could have been the fact she wasn’t wearing the right uniform, too many other children, a bossy girl telling her what to do, steps she’d never done before. New New New New. We don’t like change.
So we’re back there on Saturday. One foot in front of the other. Attempting to overcome the confidence knock.